Thursday, March 08, 2007
i dunno wad to feel now. guilt? anger? sadness? or juz plain ignorance?
i feel like juz giving up. quitting the post given to me. i dun think im cut out for it. but then again, if i do, i'll juz be known as wad a friend said recently. a quitter.
i juz hope i have the strength to continue on for the rest of the year. maybe i shld instill some measures to change things. but will dat make me seem too... pressing? i dunno. i dun wanna sound like im pushing too much. but maybe for once i shld talk things out. we'll see how, after the march hols. if things remain like dat, maybe juz maybe, i'll have to a bastard one more time.
