Saturday, March 07, 2009
colors swirling, fusing and diffusing into each other. the future seems so near yet so far. some doors have closed while new ones have opened. languidity reigns with chaos as its right hand man. paradoxes? im full of them. hypocrite? perhaps. but isnt everyone, often saying things we dont mean. God doesnt have a plan for each of us. He has plans, and each choice we mortals make takes us along a new road. its all just a big chess game and we're the pawns. understanding other ppl has proven too difficult, being disappointed time and again, i've given up. Screw everything, i'm juz gonna be who i am. no more mr nice guy juz cause i like u. reality check, its not a venus and mars world.
and the lyrics of some songs juz became clearer to me. how true they are, let the celebration of life begin, before we lose it. random musings or the disturbed writings of a drunkard, u decide.
