Friday, March 06, 2009
had my first camp with high achievers this wk and i must say its really fun haha. even though the pay is alost negligible, i still dun regret signing up with them. was engaged at the last minute to go there to be a belayer for the high elements. reached there and realised it was for a p5 camp. haha never realised how small we were last time. none of them looked p5, more like p1. funnist thing happened during their indoor rock wall session. one kid was so small that by leaning back during belaying, we could literally pull him up the wall without him climbing much. so he literally was flying from rock to rock like spiderman haha. the kids have perserverance though and thats gd, cos most of them didnt give up until they reached at least half way up. a considerable achievement. got confirmed for 4 more camps this mnth, looking forward to them =)
happy news aside, its time for the gloomy part. results out tmr, n i've thought it over and over. i know which subjects i've screwed up BAD, and i think i'll be really lucky to see a B in the cert let alone an A. plus im not even sure whether i can get a full cert and that worries me most... sleepless night tonite i guess, contemplating the future..
seems that for me there doesnt exist a good or bad. its either bad, or worse. oh well like sumone told me, jeremiah 29:11. i juz hope God's on my side this time.
