Saturday, May 23, 2009
sometimes i juz wonder, i really am a coward at heart. never daring to do certain things, never daring to speak my mind. life isnt just a rollercoaster, its a rollercoaster in the dark. u never know when it'll go up or down, u'll never know who sits besides u, behind u, or in front of u. like shadows, old friends fade away into the background, new friends enter and all is well. at the back of my mind though, i know its gonna happen again. 10 years down the road, will i look back at the old times and try to rmb ur names or will i be sitting with those very same names looking back at old times.
decisions are killing me. i never know which is gg to be the right one. and since im unsure i never take action. do i really want to go to command sch? do i really want to go sim or overseas? questions begging to be answered. oh if i had a super power, it would be to see the future! back to regimental life tmr; i never will get used to it.
