Saturday, August 01, 2009
even though i'll be away for 6 wks starting nxt fri, somehow i dun seem to feel the sense of excitement nor the longing for home that most ppl have. am i really that insensitive to ppl around me? i know that now is not the time, but i keep thinking otherwise. i think im too bored these days that i've got too much time to think about life. 6 wks away. i wonder how much things will change when i get back. i'm not scared abt being away from home for so long, i'm juz scared of changes. scared to lose the life im living now. 6 wks. thats a fucking long time.
writing down wadeva came to mind really does tell me something. i think too much. this blog will be even deader then now